Eccentric Flower:199807/i will never get enough feedback
From Eccentric Flower
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three july ninety eight seven p m i will never get enough feedback I just finished a major web task and, as usual, I am depressed. I am depressed not because it's done, I am depressed not because it was a semi-major effort which its intended audience probably won't even care for very much (although that's so) ... no, I am depressed because I spent the afternoon on it and now it's done and I urgently want someone to look at it, to evaluate it, and I can't just grab one of these people and haul them over to look because I only know them through email. I mean, one of the good points and one of the bad points about knowing someone in person is that you can call them up and bother them. Great if you're doing the bothering, bad if you're being bothered. I usually can't be bothered, but I occasionally want to bother someone. Which is selfish. Oh, news flash there. When I get in moods like this, you understand, I don't want praise necessarily; I want feedback. I want someone to look at something and tell me whether they liked it or didn't and why. I don't get enough feedback. I may never get enough. It may not be possible for me to get enough. © columbine |
